There’d Be Days Like These

Posted: January 4, 2011 in clarity, confusion, grass is greener, lonliness, love, me

My mother used to tell me that not making a decision is often the biggest decision you can make.  I wasn’t raised to be passive. Unfortunately, I have these moments of weakness when I’m in love…or want to be. It’s very paradoxic. Then, there are the moments when I say “FUCK THIS! I WANT…or I DO NOT WANT…”  So here I am again…mind made up! Less then 24 hours later I doubt and question everything. I wish I could lobotomize that stupid, whiny, bitch ass part of myself. I don’t want to waffle, sit on the fence etc…Always dipping my toe into the greener grass.

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