fort nots

Posted: January 21, 2012 in alone, clarity, confusion, destiny, hope, love, me, rant

I’ve never been good at waiting. I’ve never been patient. Often times, I give up. Even if it’s important. Just that easily. I quit.

My new found tenacity is part shocking, part surprising. There has been a shift in what I find “important” and in what I want. So here I am… just being here. And I’m actually okay with it.

the space you had is not filled
but it is occupied
by me

i miss you every day
it’s often hard
but i breathe

when i hear your voice, see your face
im back to then
even if i see

my hearts still pounding, and i still pine
for today, each day
i can just….be

seconds
minutes
days
weeks
weak
indifferent
lies
missing
building
hoping
waiting
waiting
waiting
foolish?

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