itd be a lie to say i never lie
i lie to myself
i lie with men who lie to me
my heart upon a shelf
i yearn for the honesty
though it scares my soul to death
unsure id even handle it
and manage the management of breath
seems odd to brace off truth
seems odd to run from fact
but run i have and run i will
never looking back
true truth is self created
self truths the elusive dream
unfrequented often foreign
uncomfortably tearing seems
can i fault you for who you are
can i ever trust your word
lies from self & others
the only things ive heard
BLACK FROM THE WAIST DOWN 
yes, I think we have to trust ourselves first. 🙂