Archive for September, 2012

addendum

Posted: September 24, 2012 in alone, clarity, confusion, destiny, facts, hope, lonliness, love, me, poetry, repetition

don’t hold my hand, i don’t want it to mean something

don’t kiss my lips, i don’t want it to mean something

don’t press your bare skin up against mine, i don’t want it to mean something

don’t tell me i’m beautiful

don’t tell me i’m smart

or witty

or charming

or full of insight

or moxy

i don’t want it to mean something

don’t come swooping into my life

consuming me

wrapping my wholeness in glitter and glitz

and warmth and optimism

and titillating promises of futures

i don’t want it to mean something

don’t insult me

don’t neglect me

don’t take me for granted

don’t stop seeing who i AM

don’t make me leave with less than i came in with

i don’t want it to mean something

pure

Posted: September 20, 2012 in me

uncool

fashionless

naked faced

tear filled

laughing

flailing

youthful

beaten

cold

in love

surrounded

just waking up

momentous moments

sexy

creating

my first, my love, my companion

music

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Posted: September 11, 2012 in me

there is nothing that fills the hole
nothing vast or dense or heavy
light or thin or petite enough
there is nothing that fills the hole
nothing warm or breathing or alive
cold or lifeless or still enough
there is nothing that fills the hole
nothing past or present or future
nothing
nothing at all
nothing else
there is nothing that fills the hole
where faith and hope and givens
never were
but imagined
almost believed
seemingly constant
taken for granted in sweetest ways
there is nothing that fills the hole
no more faith
no more hope
no more givens
just echoes
and terror
and emptiness
there is nothing that fills the hole